Smudged

Written by Tomaz Goh
Taking your emotion for granted
Until I felt the hard slapped that I realised it all
Together with my tainted soul
I thrown my faith deep down the abysmal well
There's no where I could climbed back up
leaves me wretched and struggled

I've smudged my face
I've smudged my hands
I've smudged my heart that visible to you
I left the memories discolored

Reaching out to heaven no more
I was reduced and rooted on earth
In the absence of my conscience
I'm rotting six feet under you
I tried to make amend to voice my words
But there's only soil that came out from my throat

I've disregard my concerns
I've contempt my judgement
I've scorned my soul that means so much to you
I can only drowned myself in despair and regrets